Down. Down. Down. It goes deeper than I could have known. Forever worse than the time before. It won’t let me sleep. I wish it would leave. In the mornings it smiles at me with its wicked grin. At night it whispers its songs in my ear. Every note is an old fear. Every lyric is something I want to forget. Sometimes I beg and plead. Sometimes I am silent and cry. No matter how hard I try, it won’t leave me alone. The monster creeps in every chance it gets. In my dreams it plays memories and it laughs as if all of it’s hearts sinister desires came true. I try not to let it get to me. I know my emotions are its biggest tool. But I can be foolish and let its sorrow surround me. That is when I begin typing because as I begin to let the words flow, the feelings begin to lessen and I begin to grow numb. That is when it sulks away until next time.
My name is Ashley and I am creating this page because I heard it would be a good way to get my work out there. I want to be a writer. Writing is my passion. It has been since I was a little girl. I love reading also, but I like having my words read. I enjoy writing everything; poetry, stories, reviews, truths, and untruths. I am currently going to school to further my knowledge in writing and the English language. If you do see this I hope you enjoy reading my work as much as I enjoy writing it. – Ashley Mae